sylvia_world

Anyways, last night i couldn't sleep a wink.
& i've no fucking idea why.
Damn, its killing me.
As i was saying, i went out with syafiqah early morning.
We went to watch a movie called ' Paranormal Activity '.
Firstly, its damn boring.
Lastly, it scare the shit out of me.
If its a true story, i would say that the guy was damn brave uh.
But then, its kinda irritating uh.
GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE GUYS. (:
The demon freak me out uh.
Thank god i didnt watch the last part where the women crawl towards the camera. (:
Else, i doubt i'll be sleeping.
The movie was quite alright uh.
But then, the guy was a dumbfuck.
He think he was sooooo powerful that he rule the world. Lols.
But then, he was kinda sweet towards the women uh. Awwwwww*

Okay okay. I'm freaking myself out due to the movie.
i aint gonna fly out of my bed,
i aint gonna pull down my bed,
i aint gonna be drag to any part of my house.
Or would i?
Okay okay, i guess not.
But the show has been replaying in my mind!
and its driving me crazy. ):


I don't know whats love anymore.
Why don't you teach me how to love once again?
I misses you tons.


OMG.
Its now 2.27 in the morning.
I slept at 11 plus just now?
Oh, i had this super weird dream uh.
I was at hongang?
Below grandma house.
&&& i saw nicholas! hhahaha!
Yeah, he look kinda dumb uh.
But if im not wrong, i totally ignored him. :x
After that, i woke up all of a sudden.
Damn.
The first thing i thought about, was the movie.
Really, i feel like screwing up that show.
Its kinda pissing my ass off.
No demon or whatever shit is gonna pull me out of the bed and take over my body!
At the moment, there ain't any. (:
But anyways, most people should be sleeping now uh.
Anyone still awake now? :x

Somehow, i don't know why, i think theres something wrong with livejournal.
Isit just me or my account?
Well, cant be bothered with it uh. (:

bran, i'm officially saying sorry, DOWN HERE, at my blog.
I'm not sure if your gonna read it or what, but yeah, im sorry.
i know that your pissed at me uh.
But you've to understand!
I dont wish to see you so worn out. ):
If your chill, text me okay?
I don't mind if you call me. (:
Hahahahhaha!
But anyways, don't be pissed already uh.
I tried to explained myself, once, twice.
It didn't work.
So, i'm left with no choice.
If you still don't wanna talk to me, i can't force you.
But whatever it is, you wanna share your stories, you can call me :D
I'll always be waiting.

Alright, alright.
I need to get on the bed before my dad does.
Else, someone is gonna pull me off the bed. ):
Drag me to a room,
& i'm gone.
LOLS.
Okay okay, i've to stop thinking shitty stuff right now uh.

Went out with xy & wilson in the late afternoon.
Met up with wilson first, then went to find xy at tampines mrt.
Went to Famous A. as they asked us to go back there today.
Well, not sure if both me and xy are hire.
If we are, its gonna be awesome!
We are so gonna smell like cookies! :D

After that, we went to the mac at the nearby interchange.
We thought of using lappy there as tampines can be quite boring at times.
But then, the internet connection sucks, so we went to the korean stall at tampines 1 to buy a can of drink. LOLS.
We then went to bugis later on.
Walk around for awhile and wilson was hungry.
So, me and xy was making cranes while wilson enjoy his meal. :D
Oh, saw gary at the nearby shop working.
Well, didn't see him for a long time, kinda missed him. 
After that, we went to walked around the nearby shops.
Headed to the coffee bean for a drink at around 6 plus,i guessed.
Sadly, i'm the only one who ordered. -_-
And yes, coffee bean sucks to the core. lols.
After sitting there for about almost an hour, we went to play pool.
Hahaha, wilson was teaching me while xy already know.
Among us, wilson was the best while me and xy are just the beginners.
Hahaha, we played 3 games, me and xy in a group while wilson was alone. :D
We will sure win right! :D
But then, me and xy won 1 game while wilson won 2.
Well, kinda unfair. Hahaha.
But then, i know wilson let us win uh. :x
When we step out of the place, we realised that it is raining.

Blahhssss, went back home later on.
Feel kinda tired, but totally enjoy the pool game and stuff. :D

Keeping things from friends.

Doesn't they know that it would hurt too much if they know too much? Well, not much people know. Gosh. How i wish i could know nothing. Can't they just follow the flow or something? Screwing things up again and again. A claps for you, and your well-done shit.

It happen to be 3.50AM. & i'm on the phone with gigolo. lols. How interesting. :/ I gave gigolo a wake up call at 3AM. How good can i actually get? Hahahah, i know he love my wake-up calls. (: Can't believe we are planning to order MAC later. But then again, gigolo not enough money. lols, dumb fucked. :D

Currently talking to syafiq on MSN. Haha, didn't talk for a long long time yeah. Come to think of it, kinda missed her. ): When is she gonna message me? I've no idea. Lols. Anyways, i know she will be there for me when i needed her. &&&& of course, i'll be there for her. :D Peace babe! loveeees muchhhhh.

Life seems kinda great now. Everything the way it is, except some other things. And really, i can't be bothered with it anymore. Of course, there are sooo much people better than them, like duh. Whatever.


I've enough of everything, i don't wish to talk about it ,anymore. Whatever shit you have, don't tell me. -for someone-

Friends, people who were there for me these days, you were great, thanks.

These days, i realised who were my friends, and who are NOT. So yeah, beat it.


I dont want to love, but i want to be loved, just like used to.


Don't know me is the best.
Not knowing me will be your best day ever.
I'll be there to destroy & hurt.
Don't be surprise if you see me laughing at your stupidness.
Don't be shock to see me change,
change to unknown people who you've never met.
Your the one who changed me, don't regret.


I can be fucking good.
I can be fucking bad.
Wait & you'll see.
I'll trash you, i'll bashed you.
I'll hurt you, i'll kill you.
Be careful.

Don't ever leave me when i needed you.
Because i know i won't leave you.
Trust me as how i trusted you.
Don't ever betrayed me.
Don't ever lie to me.


Past is the past.
Let it be, don't think of it anymore.
No use looking back and start crying like a baby.
Be brave and look forward for the things god has plan for you.
No matter what, you're not alone.
I'll be there, promised.
I don't keep empty promises, and you know it.
Cheer ups.

11PM.

Wake up at about 12 plus in the afternoon, took a bath and went to aunt house. Blahsss, play with their parrot & watch a movie till 4pm, went to compasspoint to meet cherilynn. After i've met her, we went to long john to eat, follow by our journey to bedok gym. Hahaha, surprise? Yeah, we went to the gym.

When we reach the gym, guess what, all of them are guys. LOLS. Some are okay, while some really belongs to the 'uncle' group.Hmmm, after the gym workout, we went to bedok's mac.

And thats where the fun began. At the mac, we had the most laughter throughout the whole day. Thanks to that indian guy, who keep staring and smiling at us, we keep making fun of him. Lols. Guess he didn't have money, he didn't even order anything but busy staring at women ass. lols. We still thought of pointing middle finger at him, but change our mind later on.

And yes, that indian guy is digusting.

Guess thats all for today. (: