I've no idea why, but i read all those letters that were sent to me for the past few years. Sar, your letters never fail to make me laugh. Hl, thanks for your super long birthday letter. HAHAHA! Diyana, i forgot what's the reason that we're no longer talking now, but i do miss you, really. Guess you were a part of me, ever since the first year of ITE. Shairah, thanks for the super short, and tiny letter. HAHA! I've 3 so-called bestfriend when i was in secondary 2-3 , Tania, Juliana, and Anita. Yeah, i still have those letters that you wrote to me back then. Time can't be rewind, but tania & juliana, till today, i do still miss you both silly girls. And Kevin, that letter you wrote with the bear, it's still with me. HAHAHA! YEAH! You ain't reading it wrong! It still touches my heart though. Of course, and Yuwen, always get scolded with me by bryan and chris. :/ Next, Koh Xy. I don't know what to say, sending me letters even on christmas. How sweet. The only person that is contented with even just a small thing. Last but not least, Mr Nizam and Miss Ong, the best of the best, the teacher that always stay by me. Mr Nizam, the days in secondary school isn't easy. But thanks to you, you make it all better. You're the only teacher that i can really talk to, cry to, laugh to, and complain to. Miss Ong, the only reason why i actually turn up for F&N, it's because of you. (: You make me wanna learn. And, the day that i'm the only one that pass the F&N test by one or half mark, it's still in my mind. Come to think of it, it makes me wanna laugh.
Not to forget, my boyf.
The one with the longest card, but has less than 50 words.
Though it doesn't has the most words, but it has the most meaningful sentences.
Hmm, i think something is wrong, i can't add colour to this post. ):
Anyways, it has been 2 days that my boyf is away.
Sigh, misses him tons.
Anyways, i went with my boyf's mom & brother to bring hazel( the new puppy ) to the vet for the third injection. I swear, i almost wanted to burst out laughing when she cry. :x I'm not bad okay! But, seriously? It's super damn cute i swear. Though i feel a little heart pain, but it reminds me of the days where she couldn't come out and she'll be 'crying' inside the cage. HAHAHAHA!
Boyf! I broke into your house today! I sleep on your bed, use your ipad, sit on your chair, hug your pillow, touch your blanket, and of course, i just can't stop thinking about you.. Though it's just 2 days, but i really do want you to come back right this minute.
Sigh, i think i'll just go watch my drama.
Good night, sweet dreams everyone.
- 15 May'12
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- 30 April'12
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- sylvia_world
- April 30th, 9:23
It's like 9.14 in the morning.
I'm stuck in the office literally.
But of course, i'm going for a meeting around 9.45 or so.
The only thing i can't wait for, is lunch time.
Really, lunch.
But since i've a meeting around 11 plus, i don't really have a choice.
So maybe i'll get to eat around 2 plus?
I don't know ):
There isn't much things on my mind right now,
though i feel quite confused about almost everything.
Hopefully i'll pull through this, even though i don't know what's the 'this' referring to.
Anyways, i finally bought a drink from starbucks!
Hahaha!
It's a tea that is red, which taste kinda sour.
But when you keep drinking it and such, i guess the taste change.
Doesn't really taste that bad, but it could have taste so much better.
Though i don't know why am i spending my pay like this,
but i think i'm gonna colour my hair again.
Okay, be it colour or dye, it's still the same thing anyways.
But the problem is, if i were to colour my hair, and if i were to work elsewhere,
and they wanted me to colour back to black, HOW!? -.-
Either that or i'll just rot till my school starts.
Gosh, this is damn irritating.
Since be it which colour i'm gonna choose, it'll just turn brown ( for most colour that i chose ),
Then i think i'll just go colour.
HAHAHAHA!
At most i'll just work at places that accept my hair colour. :D
Okay, i'm an ass, whatever.
Okayyy, i'm gonna get ready for my meeting.
FYI, i'm fucking hungry, and it isn't cool.
- 26 April'12
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- sylvia_world
- April 26th, 17:59
Finally, the feeling of waking up early for work is back.
Though it wasn't really a nice feeling,
but seeing hot guys everywhere, yeah indeed it's nice.
HAHAHAHA!
Working is fun, though at times it's kinda slacky.
And, my shoe peel off my skin! );
Seriously, it hurts to the core.
Oh well.
I made new friends, and somehow we're able to talk as if we know each other for a billion years.
It makes me wanna laugh so badly.
And of course, there are people entertaining me and such.
I guess it's time to open up my eyes.
I can't be blind for the rest of my life.
And the best thing that has ever happen,
is that she finally willing to talk to me.
I was so glad that she wasn't planning to avoid me and such.
I guess she's right.
No wonder she made this choice.
(Y) Powerful girl.
And the worst thing that happen to me today,
i drank coke when i was working.
Well, we have to run about to different place, and they have buffet.
THEIR BUFFET DAMN NICE!
CHOCOLATES, I MISS YOU!
And it's those expensive chocolates, mind you.
It's like, you're sharing food with those people that play shares.
Damn freaking cool!
Then there's this salty chocolate, damn it was salty!
But if you eat the whole thing together, i guess it taste better.
( I only tried the middle chocolate, the outer coat looks like biscuit )
So, i asked this guy to try it, and i act like it's damn nice.
( Because i only ate the middle, i didn't know it taste nice with the whole thing together. )
So, he said that it taste alright.
I got my feelings cheated.
Oh, as i was saying, i drank coke, then i had mentos for lunch.
And now, my stomach feel so funny. );
It's like stomach cramp, yet it isn't.
I'll never gonna try this again.
I hope that i'm able to eat buffet again.
HAHAH!
Damn it's tasty!
- 26 March'12
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- sylvia_world
- March 26th, 16:15
Alright, i just realized i've not been blogging since.. few weeks back?
Yeah, it's my bad for going missing all these while.
Anyways, before i start off with anything,
this would be the last post that isn't gonna be block.
Which means, after this post onwards,
the rest of the post can only be seen if you're my friend on livejournal.
And i'll be clearing away some posts which i've posted months back.
Well, shit! I really have got to start waking up early. ):
I can't keep waking up so late , else i think my mom is gonna kill me. D:
Hmm, i think i've to go on diet.
And no, not because i've gain weight or anything.
I think it's time to lose more weight! :D
But i don't feel like swimming or anything. ):
I'm such a lazy person. Tsktsktsk.
But on the other hand, i feel guilty for not losing weight properly.
So, i shall see how things goes first. (:
But the best part is that, i've already lost some weight. (:
OH! I really feel like eating MAC's seaweed shaker fries. ):
I WANT FRIES!
I'm a hungry monster now.
I've not eaten anything since morning,
and i don't think i'm gonna eat anything for dinner.
I just feel so tired. );
I don't know if it's a mentally or physically tired.
AND, my brother is damn annoying.
He's copyrighting me!
Wtf! Whats with the copycat thingy!
-_-!
Hmm, should i cut my hair? :/
i wanna perm my hair again!
Rawr! This is damn annoying!
I know this might be a very stupid thing to do,
but i think i'm gonna pierce my eyebrown again.
Either my lips or eyebrown, i've not come to a decision yet.
And no, it's not stupid.
Alright! I'm gonna... watch tv i guess?
Well, there isn't anything for me to do anyways.
- 12 March'12
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- sylvia_world
- March 12th, 12:21
Monday blues, and I didn't even go to work.
So much for turning on the alarm. Tsktsktsk
I don't know why these days I kept puking .
Even if i got eat or didn't , I'll end up puking .
Dear stomach, what's wrong with you?
And, my period isn't here yet.
Period, what's taking you so long! Kns.
I really hope that there isn't any surprises.
Sigh.
Even if there's something, there's always a way out.
Worst come to worst, I'll take it away.
Oh, my dad say I'll be getting my pay soon!
Hahahahahahah! :D
I don't even know what I'll do after I got my pay :/
Ohmygod, Singapore really damn boring laaa. ;(
There isn't much to do and such.
Aiyoo!
No matter what, I've to go work tomorrow!
Else I'll be rotting like nobody business.
And now, I'll start running and swimming again ~
The better news would be, I didn't gain alot of weight.
Hahahahaha!
Either that or I just lost it these days.
But it isn't alot uh.
Or maybe it's the same? I don't know ;(
Okayy, im done blogging.
I feel damn sick now. -.-
The feeling of puking is back! D:
Maybe one day I'll puke out my stomach.
Hahahah! That would be fucking funny laaa!
Okay, I sound damn sick. :x
- 17 Feb'12
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- sylvia_world
- February 17th, 10:22
A big thanks to
- My boyfriend, the first to wish me on my birthday,
- Sar, the second,
- Wayne, third,
-and others who gave me a text,
- 103 - 104 people who wish me happy birthday on facebook,
- 50 - 70 over people who wish me on tagged.
Anyways, it's 10.12am .
As usual, i'm rotting my life away by using computer instead of working. -_-!
It's not my fault fyi.
There's nothing for me to do.
Actually, there are a little bit of stuff for me to do, but... it's fucking boring,
so i shall skip it. :D
Hmm, i'm gonna grad from ITE officially on 23 feb! :D
Before that, i'm going to a dentist.
Since my brother isn't gonna go, i shall replace him.
AND, i can go work late. Heh.
I'm so smart. :D
The worst thing that people can do when they are alone with a computer,
is to play neopets. -.-
Anyone still remember that game?
Yeah, i'm still playing that piece of craps.
HAHAHAHA!
Oh my fucking god, there's seriously no other game for me to play!
):
Ultra sad face please!
And tomorrow it's my boyfriend's birthday party.
No, i'm not jealous because my parents didn't celebrate my birthday or whatever.
Though i'm upset as usual, but what's the point.
I can't expect much from them, since they aren't together anymore.
Anyways, there are part of me which doesn't wish to attend his party.
I feel like i'm a extra there, and i don't know why.
Maybe i should come up with a excuse or something.
I shall see how tomorrow.
But i'm sure there will be a high chance that i won't be going.
Alright, i'm gonna play my games now.
- 8 Feb'12
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- sylvia_world
- February 8th, 14:42
12 days & counting
Please ask the time to pass faster D:
Tsk, I swear i feel super tired when i woke up this morning.
And like i said, i fell asleep when i was back from work,
woke up few hours later, then went back to bed around 12 plus to 1 in the morning.
I was asleep for so long, i don't even know why am i feeling so tired.
Anyways, it's 1.35pm and i'm working.
Wait, rotting actually.
I don't even know what should i do now,
and i swear this computer i'm using lags alot.
Actually, the reason why i'm using this computer is because..
Actually i'm not suppose to use this, because it's my brother's table. -.-
And also, this is like a damn old computer? -.-
The only reason why it was turn on,
it's because my dad got a stupid parking ticket thingy,
and i've to help him write a letter in, because we didn't park for long.
And the best part, he park his car at the 'car wash' bay. -_______-!
I'm not gonna post a super long story or whatever,
I think i'm gonna help with some stuff,
At least i won't feel so useless.
Alright, i'm gonna go off now. (:
And boyfriend, i love you. <3
16 more days to our 3 months anniversary. :D
- 7 Feb'12
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- sylvia_world
- February 7th, 21:31
Day 11 & counting
Tsk. 3 more days left to friday!
Day 2 at work.
This time, i really can't help but to die there.
But the thing is, i didn't do any delivery but admin work instead.
I started around.. 10 plus or 11 plus and end around 2?
Can't remember .
But all i know is, there's alot of damn numbers!
And the only thing i've to do is to fill in the stupid form ( finding the correct person ),
with the correct information.
I swear my eyes were dried up, and it's like gonna burst any time.
But the best thing is, i end work around 4 plus.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
And the first thing i do after i got back,other than bathing and such,
i went to bed and fell asleep.
GODDDDD!
How am i gonna sleep tonight!?
SHIT.
Come to think of it, after my boyfriend went for the 2 weeks sailing,
I only drank one cup of koi.
Boyfriend, see how much i misses you?
Heh. <3
I swear all these working is killing me.
I just hope things will be okay,
and hopefully THOSE PEOPLE WILL WRITE THEIR INFORMATION PROPERLY!
I feel like banging my head when i was doing the work.
It was actually 2/2, but it can either look like 6/? or some other nonsense.
And tomorrow i think i'll be learning on how to reply the fail job email.
KNS. Then i'll be arrowed for everything. -.-
WHYY! ):
Oh well, better than doing nothing during working hours.
Hmm, I think.. i'll go watch tv for awhile then head to bed.
& boyfriend, take care of yourself.
I miss you & I'll always love you, please remember that.
- 6 Feb'12
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- sylvia_world
- February 6th, 21:46
Day 10 & counting.
God, can't believe i went to work today. -.-
All i can say is, eat, sit, eat, sit then go home.
Tsktsk, i don't know what my dad want me to do there,
but he did mention that the first 2 days there'll be nothing for me to do.
So.... what should i do after 2 days? O:
But It's fun uh.
It helps me to kill time, and hopefully i'll get paid too.
Last but not least, I can get to travel around singapore.
YES, i know it's damn stupid.
And the best thing, i don't know what will i do tomorrow.
Hopefully i'll have some admin work to do,
other than picking up the calls and going around singapore. :/
Dear boyfriend.
It's monday.
And i'm still waiting.
Do you know how much i miss you when i'm on the road with my dad?
And the best part, he was asking about you.
Sigh.
I really can't wait to see you.
How i wish it's thursday now, and i'll be able to see you tomorrow night.
But sadly, it's still a long way to go.
I can't believe i'm saying ( typing actually ) this,
I can't wait to see your mom, dad and your brother.
I miss the days i stayed over at your place and such.
Yeah, i know you'll be back sooner or later.
But .. that feeling inside me, it's killing me inside.
I feel so tired now.
I guess i'm gonna turn in early tonight since i've to wake up at 8am tomorrow.
Sigh
- 3 Feb'12
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- sylvia_world
- February 3rd, 15:18
Day 7 & counting.
My life feels so weird without you.
After these few days without you by my side,
all i know is that, i'll spend the rest of my days with you.
Yeah, it might seems a little weird to say that,
when you told me tons of time that we'll always be together.
But after going through so much with you,
the things that i can't stand most is living my days without you.
I've learn to treasure you more,
and also each and every moment with you.
Even though i'm not your first,
but i want to be your last.
Every single minute, every single second,
how i wish that you were right beside me.
I know 14 days or so isn't a long period to other people.
But to me, it's like more than just a month without you,
even though it's just 14 days.
Maybe 3 days or so, i'm still alright with it.
But sigh, i can't just take it when you're away for more than 7 days.
Today is the 7th day you're away,
and i can no longer take it anymore.
But still, i've to wait for your return.
Each and every night, how i wish that you were right beside me,
hugging me to bed.
And of course, every morning you would hug and kiss me before you go to work.
But this time, i'm gonna live without all these more 14 days or so.
Even though it's not a breakup or anything,
but this feeling is worst than breakup.
It's like tearing me apart.
Every night when i'm hungry, i'll always tell myself that without you,
i've to control my diet and everything, and there is no excuses for me to have supper.
Yeah, at times it fails, like i had mac last night for dinner.
I'm really trying my best not to eat so much,
because i'm just can't be bothered to exercise. -___-!
Okay, it's not that i don't want to exercise,
but i really don't have the mood to.
For now, i can only wait till 11 plus in the morning for your message on facebook.
Sigh.
I really miss you alot.
I can only hope that you'll return early from india, instead of returning on 15/16 feb.
I feel like i'm dying.
